YOU and the ASET KA

What has / does the AK do for you? What changes have ocurred? Is there something different since you have encountered the beloved Aset Ka?

Greetings.

You put these topic in a rather childish way, but I still felt the impetus to answer.
There are lots of different things in my life since I found the existence of this Order. I've become much more awake and conscious, much more elitist, much more determined. Of course the path made me much more knowledgeable than I ever expected, but it's also obvious that my knowledge isn't enough in any sense. Compared to what is out there in the Asetian world, I still feel very little. But best of all is, either little or not, I will be at my place, be what I am, even if some times I still don't know what it is exactly. But I want no more than my place in the world, even if a ridiculous one like cutting potatoes.

Best regards.

I liked Karnath's reply very much. It was very mature and, most of all, showed a deep understanding of the Aset Ka and the Asetian ways the way I see them. Our goals are can't be those of grandeur and leadership, since those are nothing but echoes from the voice of our own ego. They do not represent our inner truth or our path. This is something actually very deep that most people can't understand, reason why they wonder so lost and live a life of emptiness, never finding themselves.
Now as far as the questions placed in the thread go, personally, although finding it a very interesting question that I would like to know from most of the people in this forum, I also believe it to be quite of a personal and private one. I believe most of us would not share so openly in what exactly the Aset Ka or the Asetians have changed our life. I believe the changes are deep to most of us, truly life-changing, but most of all quite intimate as well.

But Ankhhape that started this talk, I wonder, what did it really change for you? Care to share with us your story?

Jonathan

I like this question...simple and to the point, no bells or whistles required. And if that makes it childish, then so be it.

There are many things which I am unwilling to share at the moment. But I can say that since finding the Aset Ka, I have become more introspective, and understand better now why I do certain things in certain situations, which I found difficult to explain in the past.

I have always flitted from one thing to another, learning as much as I can along the way in the hope of truly connecting with something. However, nothing I found was ever capable of scratching the itch. But the Aset Ka has given me a renewed thirst for knowledge, and drive for self-exploration. I have found that separating ego driven desires for subconscious desires - which like many, I felt unable to embrace - has become easier, since the reasons for doing so, now make more sense.
I have a deep sense of belonging when I think of the Aset Ka, which I cannot attribute to anything else.

In short, since finding the Aset Ka, I have taken one step closer to finding myself...and like Laura so rightly said, striving to serve them as best I can, in any way that is necessary, is the only goal which I am content in working towards.

I am very glad Ankhape posed this question and, like Talibah, I think it's just right in its straightforwardness. Most of us here are interested in the Aset Ka, for various reasons, and that means in some ways we've been changed.

For me, the Aset Ka was the culmination of a long journey that I begun years ago, without even my own realisation. I needed to understand many things about myself, that were deeply inherent to me and to my nature, and which I had no reference of in the world around me.

When I found it, I finally realised that part of me, that part which was alien to my world as I knew it, was "home". That initial journey has now experienced a slight change of direction, one that I am bound to.

I must say that the changes have been many, and many of those I cannot express publicly. But basically I have become very self aware, more confident and more, - much more - thirsty for knowledge and evolution.

There have been also slight physical changes, probably due to my forgoing unhealthy habits for the benefit of my body and in turn my energy body.

It is such a long, amazing road to travel. My mind boggles every time I think of it.

I take this opportunity to express my desire to know how I can gain access to guidance that would help me further along this way.

Everyone here has basically stated how I feel. The AK has shed new light on how I see things, others, ideas, and myself. I'm more aware and I seek knowledge, my spiritual path has changed and I'm more close to my inner self, I've bonded deeper with Aset and Anubis and I'm able to control myself more when it comes to energy manipulation.

My way of thinking has changed and developed as to where I've become more mature than I was before. I'm not saying I'm completely mature because that will just be silly of me, but I'm saying that I'm not the child I was when I first discovered Aset Ka just over a year ago.

There are things I won't say as of yet, but I will say that I feel more at Home and at peace with myself. At times I look back on things as they were before, and I look at my physical family. I some times even glance back at my old self. I kinda miss it and it's still a bit difficult for me to comprehend at times, but then all of that could never give me the feelings, experience, and Love that I feel and know now. Alot of this I can't even describe in words to all of you.

Hmm....I've said a bit more than I intended and I still have trouble expressing myself so I shall leave it at that for now.

You put these topic in a rather childish way . . .

LOL . . . thanks Karnath!
Everyone's replies are splendid and I look forward to more of them.
As for myself, without going into detail I can say that my understanding of Sacred Sound, vibrations, frequencies has taken on heightened proportions and a newly developed awareness of Musiq has occurred within me.

I know that for a few people, their connection with Aset has been solidified and they grow closer to the AK, I am sure more than a few Asetians have found their way home (thanks to the AB among other things).
I am not a vampire nor Asetian but merely a human being that has been greatly inspired by this Violet Flame.

As I usually say, when it comes to the subject of how much the Aset Ka has moved and touched me... I could write my own book on that.

But to make the very long answer short... before I knew about the Aset Ka and tasted the divine essence behind it, glimpsed at its beauty, I was completely asleep to the world that I live in. Many things in myself made no sense to me, and many things in my life was unclear and colorless, which after having understood the Truth beneath the beautiful words of Master Marques, gained its color. Before I walked this path, I looked at the world from a different perspective, and merely followed the path that everyone else does... which if continued, may have lead me to live my life wasting its every moment, but in this divine path, I live every second of it and try to evolve with every new lesson, and every new obstacle.

To know the Aset Ka and to understand the Truth is truly a life-changing and beautiful gift, that no words can truly express its beauty.

-Victoria