help needed

i have been a vampire since i was 12 years old and now i am currently 37.  Never really delved into what was happening to me until i read the asetian bible last year. 

I wondered if anyone knew of any groups / associations that met up?

Thank you

Gillian

Well i dont think you were 1 since you were 12 since the Vampiric soul takes action when your of the matured ages and 12 is way too early, As for groups there are tons but watch out for alot of the fake BS.

I knew I was different at the age of 12 but chose to ignore it till I was older. Thanks for yr advice

GrandOrder wrote:Well i dont think you were 1 since you were 12 since the Vampiric soul takes action when your of the matured ages and 12 is way too early, As for groups there are tons but watch out for alot of the fake BS.

I don't agree with that. I think the "Vampiric soul takes action" when the individual is ready for this. For some, probably even for most, this is when they are older, but just because you never saw it happen doesn't mean it can't happen to a younger person too. At least that's how I see things, of course I can be wrong about it.

Thank you for this. I definitely think its my time now. I'm not sure how to move forward but ill try. I was given some advice to read up about this more and try to understand the reasonings but I'm becoming more thirsty and I'm losing a lot of energy and feel tired all the time :-( x

If you are losing much energy I think it could be a good idea to try to find out how you lose this energy. eg: are you feeling drained when you have been around a lot of people (that would be mostly because you pick up on their feelings, I think) or when you have not been around people at all (then it could be because you unconsciously "feed" on people's energy). This doesn't have to have something to do with being a vampire, but it will help you to keep the loss of energy to a minimum.

Thank you. I think I lose energy when I'm not with people. I have drank blood and the buzz I got was amazing. I felt high and full of life. I've not done that for a while now because I don't have anyone to share with. I will try be round people more x

Well Filia as a worker in the art iv never heard of such cases also at a young age not everyone is quite ready for there soul to take on such a change so in most cases yes its of matured age

Ok well either way I think at the age of 37 I'm at a mature age now. Xx