Need help + my first feed...

...was from a rock.

Doesnt sound so glorious, I know...


Listen, ive been experiencing severe throat pain for 2 days now, the only change today is that I feel even more drained than yesterday and that my stomach feel like it gonna implode.

While I sat in my chair depressed like the weather use to be here in my town I picked up a rock.

I felt its energy field pulsing in my hand and it was like I could feel its energy go from my hand to the rest of my body.

My theory is that the throat pain, depression and stomach pain is due to my subtle body not getting the energy required to run my systems.

Ive known for some time that my subtle body require a large amount of energy and ive been constantly thinking of new ways to fuel myself.


What I need help with?

I believe that iam very close to a mental breakdown and I need some advice.

Anyone here know some form of crystal which can generate a large amount of energy?

I will put togheter a necklace and make some generator talismans.
What I need to know is what material I should use to generate or drain energy from my surroundings.

If you dont want it to be public you can PM me.

Efficient grounding in situations like this can also help, Laiko.

An imbalanced system will not respond to feeding in the same way as one which is free from a detrimental build-ups of stagnated energy, which can present itself as an obstacle to the effective flow of energy throughout your system - often resulting in physical and mirrored subtle instabilities such as those you have mentioned.

My own personal advice would be to concentrate on grounding in the first instance - to cleanse your system, so that it is more receptive to feeding thereafter - rather than finding ways of generating more energy than your system can handle.

Having said that, I am looking forward to hearing what others have to say also.

Talibah wrote:Efficient grounding in situations like this can also help, Laiko.

An imbalanced system will not respond to feeding in the same way as one which is free from a detrimental build-ups of stagnated energy, which can present itself as an obstacle to the effective flow of energy throughout your system - often resulting in physical and mirrored subtle instabilities such as those you have mentioned.

My own personal advice would be to concentrate on grounding in the first instance - to cleanse your system, so that it is more receptive to feeding thereafter - rather than finding ways of generating more energy than your system can handle.

Having said that, I am looking forward to hearing what others have to say also.

Uhm, ill try some grounding later.

Thanks for the advice.

Talibah did a good post. Grounding is a good advice and one you should practice to perfect it. Also centering would be the next step after grounding. Only then you should focus more on feeding, once you're balanced.

As far as minerals with a strong energy field, translucent quartz and amethyst seem to be among the most powerful. We still have much to learn, however, under what ways the Asetians use them and master their inner secrets. Personally, I would simply love it if someday in the future they would release some book, or even a small booklet, on the usage and powers of crystals/minerals. It would be a great asset to my daily metaphysical life, since I work with crystals regularly, and also a major breakthrough in what comes to available knowledge and published works on such an old art and science, like the harnessing of the secret powers of the Earth, hidden within these precious gems.

Another excellent way to clear out and improve Shen centers is through 'forced resonance'. Sound / vibration realignment.

The vowel sound associated with the Throat Shen is 'I' (eye) and the Bija used is 'h ah m'.

I HAM (eye hahm)
The note used is a G note above middle C

Laiko, you have sound advice from the other respondants. I would add that unless you have chronic, ongoing throat and stomach issues, you might have simply caught a cold or the flu. Not a very metaphysical answer, but well within physical probability.

It is normal to feel those rushes when holding certain stones. Some hold energies that are incompatible with your own, sending you to feeling things you may not enjoy. As for some stones that make you feel relaxed when holding, like in the case of an amethyst in the hands of an Asetian.

Thanks for the answers.

Yea, some stones may give not-so-pleasant effects (such as my aqua aura at start).

But still, the feeling was pretty strong.

Vertigo wrote:Thanks for the answers.

Yea, some stones may give not-so-pleasant effects (such as my aqua aura at start).

But still, the feeling was pretty strong.

Try citrine for balance and obsidian for grounding purple quartz for energy or you could attack someones psy energy the feed isn't as satisfying as one I crave don't go down the road of dead animals bloods so distasteful and you will smell awful hope I am off some help dear fellow