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The search for something real.
Hello people, because I'm a weirdo I'd like to just post this little rant and put it on here for whatever reason.
When I was in my early teens I had a spurt of fascination with vampires and was convinced that I was one. At the time i felt like i was being followed or watched. I thought it was an episode of psychosis until about ten years later when it came back again this time with visits from the spirit Lilith who appeared before me and gave me no doubt that spirits were real and could manipulate reality around us. She threw me on a few adventures and I somehow survived. She taught me energy vampirism. I had some very strange coincidences around this time, I heard rumors through the grape vine of truly undead vampires and had some strange experiences that I felt could have been proof but that I now attribute to a nasty sorcerer party out for power. Still, the stories seemed to keep popping up. I talked with a well known author who had been in scene for a while and he told the story that he knew of people who had spoken about a real vampire in his city almost 30 years ago. Apparently there was a very active vampire cult in his city around that time. Then I start doing some research. I had remembered hearing about tantra making the dead walk in books like *Magick and mystery in tibet*. I talked with occultism who said things like from truly undead vampires could be made through sorcery. That they are human sports that are killed and reattached to their own body through sorcery and that afterwards they needed the life energy from blood to survive. I figure that if vampirism is a current of energy then if one were to fully submerge a human soul within it and then reattach it to a body it may be possible. I was also told about other variations where the souls of humans are attached to the bodies of other people and that these beings usually needed human flesh to stay attached. Yet another sorcerer spoke of an undead creature from Tibetan lore that was pretty much a zombie. I've forgotten what they are called but they were physical reanimated corpses that would walk around. They would stand very rigid and upright and could not bend. These creatures were believed to exist to such an extent that local villages would build their houses with doorframes that were fairly low to the ground so that the creatures would not be able to enter since they were very stiff and upright. I must admit I'll probably always have a bit if an interest and fascination with the idea of something like a real vampire. I thought I would post this little thing here for anyone who may be interested. If anyone has any stories they would be willing to share on the subject of real vampires I'd be interested to hear.
Thank you

I can really appreciate your stories. Thank you for this. I have some myself. By the way I am a real vampire. If you would like to discuss anything. I am up for it. This is why I have joined this site. You can add or follow me. If you like.

Redsky456 wrote:
The search for something real.

Any vessel that must fit and to become the recipient of its essence requires ability to shape itself in according to its will. Same things acknowledge each other with ease.

But more realness may require more emptiness. So Grace can provide some blessings.

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I think any time we search something, it is important to recognize the values that transforms one from a seeker into a one that is sought after.

There are many people who are (arguably) masters of theory, but really not masters of practice. And even moreso few rarely, of both.

And there are things in this world impossible to find with normal faculties. But after certain kinds of training and self-change in permanent and decisive ways with results, it is also impossible to be not found by them.

I humbly request and suggest you to think and meditate well & deeper on what that means, in deeper wells of your real acuity sense & real unadorned self. That lies in wait in silent peace, beyond autonomous first-responses, convictions and affirmations. And see what it says and tells - about its ways, to this honest you that comes before it with no reward-love or witness-concepts.

And then adorn what comes and is bestowed upon you -based on your total alottance- with your life until it ends.

Usually, such death ensures all earnesty of well-earned success.

Better moreso if done early as well.

And to tip you off a bit, (((apart from the main course trajectory))) ~ Oft. times it is a healthy, hard and simple but not an easy piece of advice that connects right and nobler ways to do and not do things. That may very well require what feels like a life-taking sacrifice. But really it is the life of attachment we've invested into our entanglements without any clear and reasonable civil sense if you really choose to look at it astute reflections. Those are usually what blocks our higher health development in practices, because it is an unusual road taken (even by those who resonate with the path in real ways) to go against the habitual nature of (unconscious) identical self.

And.. it is Much more harder to accomplish\(and equally) impressive to do that without any actual assitance or help, but not to an extent that borderlines self-unaware arrogance in advance. Those are seen by the Real Friends way before they happen in unseen places & planes by them as well.

Either way, it is better to listen in.
And make sure it is quiet enough to be unshaken.
Then truthful responses may become eligible at hands.
Wtihout ghosts and usurpers haunting our real aims.
Ethics can touch sometimes places beyond listening.
And moving.

Hope this all is to be of some help to you. Or anyone in same line of questioning.

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Rumi wrote:
"The door opens,
As long as you know how to knock.
I don't know when.
(But it does)
As long as you know how to stay at that door
without losing your touch."