hello to everyone

by ladymoontear 13.03.10 17:23

Hello, I am known as Ladymoontear. This was a name given to me by my priestess because of my emotional ties to the moon and everyone else around me. I feel what most don't. Most coven names are kept private, yes I know. But a little over a year and a half ago all that changed. My whole life was turned upside down. Nothing was sacred anymore and "they" are playing for keeps.

What led me here was my constant search for knowledge. I first found the Kemetic Order of the Aset Ka when I was doing research into what was draining me of all my energy at night while I slept. At first I thought it to be some ghost, but I soon learned through my youngest child and her ghost friend it was not. In fact her ghost friend insisted it wasn't. I had to use my child as a go between for I can't talk to ghosts and she can. All they could tell me was it wasn't another ghost.

All Aset would tell me was to seek out the knowledge. So I asked a friend to help me. We looked up everything and anything pertaining to ghosts and manifestations. All we kept getting was See Egypt.

So we gave up and started looking up all things pertaining to Egypt. I was still missing the key word, because I was still getting no where. My preistess was no help other then she was telling me my aura was not the right color. She said it was ugly and had holes in it.

One afternoon at the local college inbetween routes, my friend and I thought we had exhausted all possibilities. I thought while we were on the subject of Egypt and I was frustrated, I would type in vampires. What did I have to lose, why not try mythical creatures. I had exhausted everything else after all. Only the response I was looking for I didn't get. Thats where the Aset Ka showed up. I hit their website and was suddenly intrigued. However my friend was not.

Before I was done, I ordered their book and read the entire site. She thought I was nuts. I got the book three days later. She showed up a week later asking me to leave the book alone, said it scared her. I don't share the same sentiment. In fact it's been most helpful. As soon as my preistess found out what I was up to, she checked them out and wanted the book. I declined. She hadn't been very helpful to me, but now says my aura is many pretty colors.

After reading the AB it enlightened me on what was really going on. However, it doesn't help with what I can do with what's going on around me or what I can do to stop it. I wish I could share with everyone, but everytime I do, it never works out. All I can really say is I hope everyone here actualy believes in what the AB says because I know that the things in it are very real. Some of it has been done to me.

I used to be a practicing pagan, though i still practice a little, I learned I'm not. I'm not at all what I thought I was. I also learnd I truly know nothing. What I hope to learn is anything anyone has to offer from a more respectable source like those who are and do respect the Order. That being said, Blesse Be.