Hallo

Hi all, as you can see my name is Breezy. I have always been a vampire and i've studied it for 3 years, but i've now decided to go back to my roots and study the asetians. I am really considering changing my religious veiws to asetian, I come from a line of asetian gypsies but as generations grew my family started going christian and catholic so i'm reconnecting with my gypsy ancestors and going back to the original religion of my family. I have looked at the forums at this site and i'm not sure whether i'm viperine,guardian or concubine but it seems i'm more guardian. I have a younger sister that is also a vampire, I love her to death and would risk my own life for her, if she died or left me i'd have no meaning left to live. She is my only reason to stay alive. i have another sister and a brother but they aren't vampires, my parents nor my grandparents are vampires but my great uncle is a vampire, and my mother said that our family lineage from romania was full of vampires before that part of my family died out. So now i'm here to learn more about the asetian ways and aset ka aswell as talking to others like me.

Breezy,

Since you are just 13 I will give you the benefit of a child's doubt.

You have a great opportunity here to open up to your true self and find your path. But first you have to make an effort to erase the fantasy from your head. Fantasy is a wonderful tool as long as it's used for play, literature or any attempt at creativity. When it comes to personal growth and evolution, the only way is total self-honesty.

Go ahead and take a look around, there is a lot of wisdom around this Forum. But first make a vow of honesty with yourself and start from "scratch".

Well said, and I second that!

um...ok. hopefully i'll enjoy it here because I love studying history, culture, religion etc. I know i'm 13 which tends to be a disadvantage when trying to get my word through but i'm very smart, well not smart like school wise but as far as everything else. i studied vampirism for 3 years, alchemy for 1 year, wicca for 4 years. and now i'm going to study everything to do with asetians. and again, please don't underestimate me for being only 13 cause that happens alot.

Breezy, it is not underestimating you. I remember one of my closes friends and members here when she was around your age. She was also very smart and evolved for her age. All we say is that you have a lot to learn and that you came to the right place. Just don't make Asetian claims until you know more about your True Self. I'm actually looking forward to your posts.

Ditto Laura.

I didn't think you were not smart. Usually I would never bother to reply to someone's post about being a gypsy Asetian, but something about you led me to think you will greatly benefit from some critical thinking. It really has not so much to do with age.

There are very young users here who are extremely smart, and .. well.. there has been some reverse cases as well.

Welcome to the Forum.

oh I know, I was just saying I didn't want to be underestimated actually I truly don't know what I am, people tell me i'm a vampire and they tell me theres something different about me which in alot of cases people are often scared of me. Since I was five I knew I was different from others, other kids played on the playground and I just watched thinking "whats the point of playing on these things?" I just didn't understand the point of playing games like such kids did my age. I have had some experiances that I don't feel comfertable talking about but hopefully i'll open up more and tell. i'm pretty much going where faith takes me.

Hello Breezy and welcome here.

I do support Syrianeh and Laura in what they are telling you. As you learn more about Asetianism, you will realize that what you first believe (especially with Asetian gypsies) will change and you will grow in your knowledge and evolve in your way of thinking and knowing. We don't underestimate you at all, there have been several people along this path that started out young and grew (I myself discovered this path at the age of 14). I can very well imagine you're smart, it is already beginning to show in other posts you made here.

As you go along this path you will also always have the questions of who or what you are, and it will have to be something you discover that will take time and require patience and smart thinking =P I look forward to seeing you post more here and develop.