New and Courious.

Hello. I'm not sure how to go about this seeing as I am new to this. So I guess why I am here would be good. I would like to start by saying I am not here to disrespect or mock your beliefs because I am here myself for answers. I would like to know more about this because of dreams and what I think are something trying to reach out to me. Ive had a reoccurring dream since I was 6. In it I awaken on a battlefield of the dead. I in this dream I am confused and alone. Everything around me is cold yet i feel as if my blood is boiling underneath my skin. All the bodies are of people I don't know yet i feel like I am supposed to know them or I have known them and somehow forgotten them. The only thing other than me that seems to be of life is what appears to be a woman on the top of a hill in the distance. Almost instinctively I always feel the need to pursue her. I never can quite make it to her. Now in some dreams I make it to the hill and I begin to feel sapped of my energy and even my life. And in others I begin to get angry and even enraged by this woman.

Now past my dream I also have key things in physical things that cant be explained. Like genetically I should be smaller like my family (both sides) yet I am quite large in stature (6'4" 220 lbs and gaining fast) I also tend to be extremely aggressive to new people and quick to angered by them if I let it go unchecked. But this is also coupled by my coldness for any weakness in others and my innate ability to get protective of those around me and even territorial one may say. I can also see very well in next to no light conditions. My dietary habits are odd. My body when inflicted with a wound or cut will heal itself faster than others around me.

Now I have a friend who has been studying into this awhile and says he wish he knew more about the otherkin but advised me to seek someone out who could help me more information. I am completely open to anything you guys could help with. Like stated I am here to learn more and maybe help myself learn more about what or who I am.

Greetings and welcome to the forum, Mattamo.

Please take some time to familiarise yourself with the many threads and stickies herein. You may find many of your questions have already been answered.

Enjoy your stay.

Mattamo, welcome......you are right to presume nothing, keep your mind open and alert and i hope you find what you seek



Things are not always what they seem; the first appearance deceives many; the intelligence of a few perceives what has been carefully hidden[/i]

Greetings Mattamo.

Hallo

Good journey to inner knowledge.
Greetings

Thank you guys for the welcome.
Kate I assure you I will.
And Talibah would you happen to have any reference links so I can begin with accurate threads. I wish I had the time to sit and read them all but my schedule doesnt allow it. I also quite new to the subject am Kind of unfamiliar with whats real and what is Bogus. So if you would take the time to post some links it would be helpful.

Hi Mattamo,
I'm sorry to say that nobody here will be able to explain your dream and give you answers to your dreams. There is alot of information here so you will learn alot. Welcome!