Dream....Maxx

Let me start here with first and foremost apologies. You see last night as I laid down to drift off to dreamland, I had you on my mind. My mind wondered intensely and with great desire upon you. You see, I often think about what you are truly like, how you think...that sort of thing.

As I drifted off....I found myself behind you in a long hallway. You were an elderly gentleman and your stature held a tale of great confidence, and your manure of walk held the proof of that. I followed behind you, the hallway was lite by several chandler that illuminated the light golden color of the walls that seemed to have a life of their own. Had my interest not held such a wonderment of just where you were going, I might have easily gotten caught up and never left the hallway.

I followed you into a huge room, where a over sized oak table stood across from the entrance. I took a quick look around and noticed nine sets of plush burgundy chairs each of which held a small oak table between them. The room itself held off white walls with a light wooden floor. It was not as brilliant to the eye as the hallway in which we had just come from.

As I watched you, you turned your attention towards the left of the entrance. There sat a man, he was tall, thin and showed signs of balding. He wore a brown suit with an off white shirt. His tie was undone and hanging about his neck. At that moment, I thought it odd that you had not noticed me, or perhaps it was that you paid no attention to me. One or the other ran through my mind, but at the time it really did not matter. I found myself so caught up as I felt that I was perhaps going to learn something this night.

I do remember that a conversation was held but I simply have forgotten the contents of that for you certainly, in my dream, caused me enough shock that I consider myself lucky to have retained memory of what I have! He had started to speak to you in a seated position and then took to standing then moved but a few steps forward towards you. What I do recall is that during that conversation the man attempted to lie to you. Still standing behind you and a little to the right I leaned forward as you whispered something and then you pointed at the man. You see, the shock happened directly after that. His head fell to the floor and rolled just a bit.

I felt horror run through my very being. I could not move nor speak. I simply felt as though I had entered an arena in which the very phrase was fitting, "be careful for what you wish for." From my peripheral vision, I was you turn around and my gaze that seemed permanently fixed upon the head that once belonged to the man moved to your eyes. They were icy blue, but not like what is commonly referred as one would see as in a killer, but more along the lines of an intellectuals. I find it difficult here to render justice in my description to your eyes. However as that may be, I certainly had every panic button that belongs directly to me go off screaming within me. Still I could not move nor speak. You simply gave me a wink and a smile walking past me and out through the entrance in which I had previously followed you.

I woke up abruptly knowing that I had not had a lucid dream as I did not know that I was dreaming. It certainly can be described as an intense dream. So, hoping that I have not overstepped here with you, I was left with a question. Was my desire so deep that my mind was at play or was there some truths to be found?

Wow, Witchmark. Many people do associate me with your word from that second paragraph...."full of manure". LOL.

First, many people put too much importance on dreams and take things which appear there with too much importance or...add things between the scenes that are not there and create more issues. Myself, I am one that through the years, have learned to view dreams with a little caution.........and see them as symbols.
Earlier, in my life, I took and added much and created problems for myself.

Explaining that, I need to relate to you that this is a very strange dream because.........several things relate to your dream at present.

The day before your posting, I received a private mail from someone else warning me that I should pay close attention as someone may appear in my life that I should not trust, and that I could be taken in by his statements and lose my "knowledge and wisdom" (I know, I know.....some question I have any of that in the first place). So I put this on the back burner to watch.

It also happened that a certain President that I (for some reason, not because of great powers) I had entered into his body several times and viewed his life as he lived it in the White House and heard his conversations.....as well as three other people and persons running governments.... showed up in my dream the night before and walked up and put his arm around me and told me he wanted to explain to me the reason for all of his actions and what he is setting up for the future......which is communism. He showed me that he was planning on buying his own personal ford explorer which is a two tone brown color. I told him I did not trust anything he was doing and I consider everything he was doing was a lie and he entered the white house by not telling the truth anyway. At that, he appeared angry and walked over and got into his limo with a long line of other black vehicles and they all drove off.

I thought this was rather strange and connected that to the private e mail message I received the next day....saying how insightful the person must have been that sent it.

Then, as I have purchased a new computer because my other one went completely out of this world, and I come on line and read your message and then look back and see what my dream was last night, before being aware of your comment, I am a little surprised at your connection to my dream last night/.....which was.....

I was meeting with someone that I did not especially care for and after several attempts at getting rid of him, he began to attack me. I turned and moved up with my open palm and caught him under the chin and pushed back til I heard his neck crack at which point he fell to the ground and as he hit the floor he went to pull a gun to fire.....at that point I began to attack his head and then I saw it separate and roll from the body. There were others that witnessed the attack and all seemed to say I was within my rights to protect myself. I did not see too much of this as being all that strange until I logged on here and read your message.

With the other private mail along with your account, as well as my dream experiences, I view all this connection from different sources as being rather unique. I do not begin to try and give an answer for it all but just to list it for all to view and apply your own idea. But I will watch more closely anyone that may try to befriend me with any comment in the near future......smile. So....not to trust anyone.....Ha......I live that way now... and in the past I have been too quick to use magic to harm many people that angered me. I am sorry for many of those and see as I get older that there are other ways to handle a situation or problem without taking lives and was not the proper way to handle it.

And I do thank you for relaying your dream as it seems there may be some warning to me for the future.

I will comment to those that ask "why in the hell is he posting all this private stuff here cause I am not interested" and say that the reason I post this in the open, is that a few others are interested how some of the dream experiences interconnect. It will allow us to see the results of some exercises here and how they are connected. Those that have no interest will turn the knob anyway..........and talk to themselves as they do so. (I hear you)


Maxx

And I might add to the above......that we need to pay more attention to you....and much less to myself.....as you seem to have much more insight to the spirit world or dream world. You can probably teach us much of what you have learned from your education in the spirit world from the past. Let us hear more of your exercises you think we could benefit from....

Maxx

Thank you for replying here and for seeing my typo....sorry about that one.

It took a lot for me to post and I was not so sure how you would feel about a "private" message. There are some that hate to be bothered privately.

It was nice to see you so openly sharing your dream, witchmark. Many find doing such a thing to be difficult and yet so much can be learned about ourselves and that which is around us from dreams, I believe more should do so - without thought of shame or embarrassment or second thinking oneself, so I agree with Maxx and thank you for that, it made very interesting reading.

I agree with Talibah.