Introducing myself with a small bit of information

Hello, a friend suggested this forum to me telling me I needed to socialize, her concidering who I am figured fit in here, what I am is lengthy to explain and no one will want to hear it, I am vampiric, simply through being able to do all things a vampire can, but anyway, actual intro. Ive been aware of the world and what's in it sense I was 11 I am an artist and a swordsman, I'm always up for a good debate or simple theory, I enjoy learning, I'm willing to teach if aomething interests someone and I know enough about what they are interested in, there isn't much more to say without getting actually personal so hello to all of you

Welcome to the forum.
I think your assumption is incorrect (:
I do want to hear the explanation of what you are, or think you are. It helps us get to know you, and to guide you if need be.

What makes you vampire? What do you think vampires can do?

The list of things vampires can do has become mixed with falsehoods and some things have been forgotten, most of what a vampire is capable of is energy manipulation, unique to vampires specific, the level of which they can manipulate energy determined by the the of vampire they are, each type with its own unique quark. What makes me vampire is I can use energy the same way a vampire can, to draw from a living thing and give energy too, to control energy flow. Feel all life around me at any given moment, and as for what I am, the simply way to put it is I am a paradox, I am a conjunction of many types of beings. I'm learning to control it all and understand it all, I am still unaware of a lot of what I am simply because I am still awakening. This was a bit long winded and probably a bit messy but hope it was clear enough to understand

You say you manipulate energy but then don't say in what way.

Do some research in the real world instead of pop-fiction occult

I draw using visualization and calm pull or push, I dont use emotioin to control it, I am self taught with little help, and I have researched thank you , to see if I was on the right path in learning

Calmly pushing or pulling energy is not classified as "energy manipulation" in a serious manner.

Energy manipulation in the occult is used for actual purposes not for "pushing" or "pulling"

When doing so with the energy in the area to form or move something yes, and you asked how, I gave a simple answer

You can come down from the tightrope
Your trapeze act was fabulous
Now it is over and we all see what a mess you can get when you sweat

On a serious note, thanks for the display

Randy8903@gmail.com wrote:The list of things vampires can do has become mixed with falsehoods and some things have been forgotten, most of what a vampire is capable of is energy manipulation, unique to vampires specific, the level of which they can manipulate energy determined by the the of vampire they are, each type with its own unique quark. What makes me vampire is I can use energy the same way a vampire can,  to draw from a living thing and give energy too, to control energy flow. Feel all life around me at any given moment, and as for what I am, the simply way to put it is I am a paradox,  I am a conjunction of many types of beings. I'm learning to control it all and understand it all, I am still unaware of a lot of what I am simply because I am still awakening. This was a bit long winded and probably a bit messy but hope it was clear enough to understand

So you believe yourself to be a vampire? ..and your reasoning is that you're a vampire because you can do what vampires supposedly can. .. and these capabilities include advanced psionics/energy manipulation, of such you only describe very basic "pushing" and "pulling", taking and sharing energy with others. You describe something that sounds a bit like Empathy (to me), spacial awareness, spiritual awareness.

I think paradox (defined as: A paradox is a statement that, despite apparently sound reasoning from true premises, leads to a self-contradictory or a logically unacceptable conclusion. Wikipedia) is an accurate statement for yourself.

You do not describe a need to feed, nor any side effects of not feeding. You don't describe feeding at all. You sound rather pumped up with your own self-importance (self-implied), ..and not all vampires Awaken.

When you say you're a conjunction of many things, are you suggesting that you share your body or mind with multiple entities? You do understand that separate entities are not you, yes? I suggest researching Multiplicity/Plurality and Median systems.

The "abilities" you, so far describe, as you know, can be developed and honed by anyone, including nonvampires. Nothing you describe is, even to the "level" you describe. You demonstrate little actual understanding of vampires, be it sang/psi/hybrids or from the occult perspective. If you're vampire or not, you're far from confirming that. At best your awakening has just begun and your description is of your first baby steps. At worst, you've deluded yourself into a fantasy without actually giving yourself a chance to understand that of what you talk about.

Randy8903@gmail.com wrote:I draw using visualization and calm pull or push, I dont use emotioin to control it, I am self taught with little help, and I have researched thank you , to see if I was on the right path in learning

There's more to energy manipulation than altering it's flow. (If I may restate what's already been said, sort of).

I don't say all this to harm or discourage you, but to educate you and open your mind and eyes. Please do further research and ask questions before making assumptions, especially if those assumptions give you a sense of self-inflated ego/arrogance (or any way to describe a sense of being better than anyone else).

The pulling and pushing you describe, happens naturally with nearly all living things. Vampires are more innately aware of it, but this is really only "baby steps" at best, as I described. This is far from advanced or any higher "level".