The Origin.

Ok. So...

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[img]https://www.cell.com/pb/assets/raw/products/pictureshow/tubes/463-1395774248560.jpg[/img]

Cosmogony.
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[img]https://www.sciencealert.com/images/2020-11/neuron-galaxy.jpg[/img]


[img]https://www.pexels.com/photo/lightning-in-dark-storm-sky-9862318/[/img]


[url=https://www.visualcapitalist.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/05/CP_Roads_Main_Scaled.jpg]

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Also tendrils.

Etc. So this is why these ...[img]https://imgs.search.brave.com/njW1HrIPbHd6we55wKy1lWI50PP0n7uLXRFylat16HI/rs:fit:200:200:1/g:ce/aHR0cHM6Ly9pLnBp/bmltZy5jb20vb3Jp/Z2luYWxzLzFmLzIy/LzQ0LzFmMjI0NDM4/OGI1ZDM0MTljYWZi/MGYxODBkZDc5ZTcy/LmpwZw[/img]

...are so indescribably beautiful. And the inherent longing to unbecome. The process is magnanimous but also fractured with then society and wherever else. It's relative.


Right. But "Chaos" as you'll immediately see then has been *massively* misunderstood. I mean, obviously. Because most visualize and don't directly relate.

Instability is not chaos, instability is a by-product *of* Chaos. Instability in and of itself is [b]not[/b] a negative function. In the ones of a far greater mind, "[i]Not all who wander are lost.[/i]"

It's necessary. I mean obviously as is said and understood in our very own Tradition -- but you can go much, much, much further than that initial understanding. As intended... -

... The above is what consciousness "looks like" to a Scientist. But that's how it's perceived *by* us, here. Right? ergo, in a fractured environment. All laws are an *expression* of principle -- the Universe is art. It's an *act of Love*. The *[b]indefinable.[/b]*

This does not translate to *non-understandable*. Incomprehensible [i]does not mean [b][/b][/i] impossible. It means [b]unconfinable. [/b]

Chaos is not an amalgamate quality -- [b]or[/b] quantity. It's an influence. A transformative property, yes, but isn't *defined* by that. Not semantics, or definitions -- I am not meaning "or else it would be XYZ". No theory. Literally speaking, that isn't it.

Observation. Not formula -- let formula be resultant *of* Observation. Science.

If you really want to relate to and understand Chaos then simply define the law to any one of those images but you'll be missing the point and just find yourself ignorant.

Acknowledging ignorance is important ^ ... not surrendering to it. That's the Universe we reserve that for.

We're small by comparison but what comparison?... what occupies us in that way?

Intellectualism alone is obsession, you need base observation. Otherwise it's meaningless. There's the absence we all feel today in "culture". "[i]Something's wrong and I can't explain totally what.[/i]" So on.

Don't hunt for "gotcha's" -- observe, then go away and feel. Process. Then see. This is the mark of ... well it speaks for itself doesn't it. Right up there.


Children are genius and childhood is sacred. You'll start to see it -- I could guarantee, just what the purpose of all this is, if you look.

And yes of course therefore life is opportunity at evolution. Simplicity is not equal-to simple-mindedness and stagnation is not evident in a refusal of norms. Don't get mixed up in their game.

To see the World in a grain of sand is not a reductive experience; the rapid expansion is not a loss; its Death is not unknowable.

DNA transcends ideologue. What is and isn't at once is madness only to those- etc, etc.


Those in the middle of it all are told "Patience..." their entire lives. We serve a purpose. It's gruelling but necessary, like most of this, for all of us.



Most frustration others feel for me is resultant of my own frustration at an inability to explain -- I'd wager this goes for others, too.

Demonstration is of course more than assumption of all of it... it's to walk in ancient footsteps. But representation is at heart. And so again, communion is sacred.


So by now most are wondering if all of this is really necessary ... you can but should you bother? let me explain -- for some, yes. Absolutely. Entirely; Wholly; Totally. Otherwise, no.

If it isn't for you, you can still understand. You needn't "do" as I do.

If you don't learn ways to stop being tortured by it, it kills you. You could call it a test at adaptation but that's just assigning meaning to something I've yet to discover and so an image I don't need. Evidently...

It only gets difficult when you start trying to confine it. Otherwise you'll be fine. Just "go with the flow."

The title is what I'd like to discuss I think. Well yea.

Ugh of course they don't work. My fault. Hold on.

So the first image is of the dynamic network of structural tubes within a cell -- can find that online. 2:39 of the YouTube video "Award-winning footage of the microscopic world around us."

2. https://www.cell.com/pictureshow/tubes

3. -

4. https://www.sciencealert.com/images/2020-11/neuron-galaxy.jpg

5. https://www.pexels.com/photo/lightning-in-dark-storm-sky-9862318/

6. https://www.visualcapitalist.com/cp/road-map-of-the-world/

7. -


These are what are beautiful.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_hole#/media/File:Black_hole_lensing_web.gif

Also thank the Universe for granting this wish as you have done. Em Hotep.

I invite you to consider what we know about the knowledge within the text itself.  5:25.

Yes on "thinkers" they're all aware of and seeking to translate the same thing... it's a metaphysical situation.

At the structure of visible reality there exists, supposedly, a series of intricate matrices one I conferenced with in private was unsure to explain -- you must think of these like LED diodes on a television screen. Ok? and the apparent "data"-- Just data, information. Not in the case of a projected image -- stay with me, I am talking about a perspective transcending this one, here. It's required. Don't be limited by the confines of this place in your science. It's there, because "it" is this. Life imitates art, and whatnot. It really frustrates me to condense this so much but hopefully this expands the perspective. I am describing it in this particular post as I assume someone with an analytical mind would understand. I am not being obtuse; I am communicating carefully.



Now, the same active formula -- "code" -- making possible the above images, is what leads to the perception of what occurs in the above video. Yes, assuming the higher-dimensional, etc,. It is not meaningless; it is just a matter of how much you comprehend, about what you are seeing. That never changes. Anywhere. In anything. It's the *way* in which we perceive, that leads to a greater degree of comprehension.

You could explain this in equation. I am not yet well-versed enough in formal arithmetic (aka systems), to do so.

Hoping for the best...

There's a particular image I first was to include that I am certain... would make this much more lucid to those reading it, but well. Processes do manifest in interesting ways. Em Hotep...

Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

The two articles from which you plagiarized that post can be read here:
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation.aspx?paperid=71570
https://www.nejm.org/doi/pdf/10.1056/NEJMoa070010

Can you please not plagiarize published scientific studies and post excerpts as your own? That's not only illegal as it's dishonest. Not the ways of a learned occultist but a poser. It's exactly due to this sort of fraudulence that you were warned and then banned many years ago. I would have imagined that all this time away and further chances being given to being here would have at least made you not acting like a fraud in this community. That sort of thing may work with the typically uneducated Luciferian and Djinnic circles or with vanity presses like Sirius Esoterica but not in places far more experienced such as these.

Well what can I say... this is disappointing.

Especially as we were giving him an honest chance at having changed.

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

The two articles from which you plagiarized that post can be read here:
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation.aspx?paperid=71570
https://www.nejm.org/doi/pdf/10.1056/NEJMoa070010

Can you please not plagiarize published scientific studies and post excerpts as your own? That's not only illegal as it's dishonest. Not the ways of a learned occultist but a poser. It's exactly due to this sort of fraudulence that you were warned and then banned many years ago. I would have imagined that all this time away and further chances being given to being here would have at least made you not acting like a fraud in this community. That sort of thing may work with the typically uneducated Luciferian and Djinnic circles or with vanity presses like Sirius Esoterica but not in places far more experienced such as these.

Where did I claim this was my study? Are you going scrutinize every little thing I post now?

Jonathan wrote:Well what can I say... this is disappointing.

Especially as we were giving him an honest chance at having changed.

Seriously?

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

The two articles from which you plagiarized that post can be read here:
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation.aspx?paperid=71570
https://www.nejm.org/doi/pdf/10.1056/NEJMoa070010

Can you please not plagiarize published scientific studies and post excerpts as your own? That's not only illegal as it's dishonest. Not the ways of a learned occultist but a poser. It's exactly due to this sort of fraudulence that you were warned and then banned many years ago. I would have imagined that all this time away and further chances being given to being here would have at least made you not acting like a fraud in this community. That sort of thing may work with the typically uneducated Luciferian and Djinnic circles or with vanity presses like Sirius Esoterica but not in places far more experienced such as these.

Where did I claim this was my study? Are you going scrutinize every little thing I post now?

I’m sorry but if that’s your answer when you were literally caught plagiarizing others then I can only assume that we must really stand on very different intellectual levels, because I don’t know how to explain something so obvious and simple to someone as if you were five.

The concept of authorship must really fly right by you...

Try writing something original next time, out of your own mind and thought process, if you even can.

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

The two articles from which you plagiarized that post can be read here:
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation.aspx?paperid=71570
https://www.nejm.org/doi/pdf/10.1056/NEJMoa070010

Can you please not plagiarize published scientific studies and post excerpts as your own? That's not only illegal as it's dishonest. Not the ways of a learned occultist but a poser. It's exactly due to this sort of fraudulence that you were warned and then banned many years ago. I would have imagined that all this time away and further chances being given to being here would have at least made you not acting like a fraud in this community. That sort of thing may work with the typically uneducated Luciferian and Djinnic circles or with vanity presses like Sirius Esoterica but not in places far more experienced such as these.

Where did I claim this was my study? Are you going scrutinize every little thing I post now?

I’m sorry but if that’s your answer when you were literally caught plagiarizing others then I can only assume that we must really stand on very different intellectual levels, because I don’t know how to explain something so obvious and simple to someone as if you were five.

The concept of authorship must really fly right by you...

Try writing something original next time, out of your own mind and thought process, if you even can.

You are ridiculous and simply witch-hunting, trying to 'catch' me in something. This has been the protocol with all of you since day one and all of you have been wrong since day one.

What would be the point in paraphrasing something from my notes that was taken from online? That would make you feel better? It would be authentic enough for you? Nonsense . . . it's information given to enhance a post.

And you know I didn't claim to be the author of this trivial information, you are simply trying too hard.

Plagiarizing in a weak attempt to look smart when you’re surrounded by people smarter than you was never a very intelligent take in any walk of life. The very attempt to do so hoping to pass unnoticed is a very clear sign of some underlaying intellectual handicap. You left this forum (by force) a neophyte, you return one still. Keep trying…

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:

Nightshade wrote:

AlifBalaamYashin wrote:Hallucinogenic drugs, and dissociative hallucinogenics in particular – such as DMT, MDA, LSD, and ketamine – can give rise to induced OBEs.

However, none of this should be associated with spirituality or 'transversing' dimensions other than the first four (Length, Width, Depth, & Space-Time).

Any interruption or abnormal integration within the corticothalamic networking can disrupt cues regarding space, time, location, and self. Out-of-body experiences are hallucinations that may result from hyperactivity or hypo-activity within the brain which are created within the internal visual space and reprojected outward into the external binocular field. Since all sensory information is fed into corticothalamic feedback loops and interpreted by the thalamus, the conflicting visuospatial perspectives can cause the person to feel as if the " self " is outside the physical body.

THALAMUS
Stimulation at 3.7 V in 40-Hz burst mode (5 spikes at 500 Hz), with a 1-msec pulse width and a 1-msec interval between spikes, repeated 40 times per second (C3) reproduced, in a controlled way, a state of disembodiment without an alteration of consciousness.

The two articles from which you plagiarized that post can be read here:
https://www.scirp.org/journal/paperinformation.aspx?paperid=71570
https://www.nejm.org/doi/pdf/10.1056/NEJMoa070010

Can you please not plagiarize published scientific studies and post excerpts as your own? That's not only illegal as it's dishonest. Not the ways of a learned occultist but a poser. It's exactly due to this sort of fraudulence that you were warned and then banned many years ago. I would have imagined that all this time away and further chances being given to being here would have at least made you not acting like a fraud in this community. That sort of thing may work with the typically uneducated Luciferian and Djinnic circles or with vanity presses like Sirius Esoterica but not in places far more experienced such as these.

Where did I claim this was my study? Are you going scrutinize every little thing I post now?

I’m sorry but if that’s your answer when you were literally caught plagiarizing others then I can only assume that we must really stand on very different intellectual levels, because I don’t know how to explain something so obvious and simple to someone as if you were five.

The concept of authorship must really fly right by you...

Try writing something original next time, out of your own mind and thought process, if you even can.

You are ridiculous and simply witch-hunting, trying to 'catch' me in something. This has been the protocol with all of you since day one and all of you have been wrong since day one.

What would be the point in paraphrasing something from my notes that was taken from online? That would make you feel better? It would be authentic enough for you? Nonsense . . . it's information given to enhance a post.

And you know I didn't claim to be the author of this trivial information, you are simply trying too hard.

It’s no witch-hunt. I was even giving you the benefit of the doubt but yet you fail again. This is what you have always done since you were never capable of original creation, a decade back you were also falsely presenting text from others as your own. Didn't you get at least past basic formal education? When quoting from authors and studies make it a quote and give proper credit. That’s standard everywhere. This should be obvious, yet again if you knew what authorship is.

I can only imagine how much thievery from other authors your book must contain if this is how you act in a public forum. I may give it an overview at some point in time, although that might not end well as it would likely get “your” book removed from circulation.

Victor wrote:Plagiarizing in a weak attempt to look smart when you’re surrounded by people smarter than you was never a very intelligent take in any walk of life. The very attempt to do so hoping to pass unnoticed is a very clear sign of some underlaying intellectual handicap. You left this forum (by force) a neophyte, you return one still. Keep trying…

You can state it however you want and as much as you wish, you know that is not what I intended . . . you lead the witch-hunt. A truly despicable trait. Get over yourself and get off my ass.

Out of all people this guy choses to argue with Nightshade.

Dude that’s not going to end well for you, better to just assume your fault and move on. The years really didn’t make you any wiser Sushko.

Picking up a fight with Nightshade never ends well as she has proven numerous times before with other people and other groups. Better to just drop it, seriously. I’ve even been welcoming with some of your posts so you can’t blame me for not trying to help. Sometimes it's just a sign of maturity to say we're wrong and move on to do better in the future. We all do mistakes. Think we can all agree on this.

Jonathan wrote:Out of all people this guy choses to argue with Nightshade.

Dude that’s not going to end well for you, better to just assume your fault and move on. The years really didn’t make you any wiser Sushko.

Picking up a fight with Nightshade never ends well as she has proven numerous times before with other people and other groups. Better to just drop it, seriously. I’ve even been welcoming with some of your posts so you can’t blame me for not trying to help. Sometimes it's just a sign of maturity to say we're wrong and move on to do better in the future. We all do mistakes. Think we can all agree on this.

I'm trembling . . . threats now? I'm not wrong. Deal with it for once.

Per the facts shown you are very clearly wrong on this one. As they stated, it’s pretty basic understanding you’re failing to grasp here.

Jonathan wrote:Per the facts shown you are very clearly wrong on this one. As they stated, it’s pretty basic understanding you’re failing to grasp here.

No I'm not, you all are mistaken, as usual.

Ignorance is bliss my friends. This one is very unfamiliar with the reality of the occult underground in the real world and how actual occultists do things, the unspoken codes of ethics and honor despite what path one follows. I lectured enough for one day and facts speak for themselves…

May you all travel by Night under Their Wings. Em Hotep.

Nightshade wrote:Ignorance is bliss my friends. This one is very unfamiliar with the reality of the occult underground in the real world and how actual occultists do things, the unspoken codes of ethics and honor despite what path one follows. I lectured enough for one day and facts speak for themselves…

May you all travel by Night under Their Wings. Em Hotep.

And shall I give my opinion of all of you? Ha! Isn't that what you are all waiting for! Keep your ignorant comments to yourself, you know nothing about me.

Nightshade wrote:Ignorance is bliss my friends. This one is very unfamiliar with the reality of the occult underground in the real world and how actual occultists do things, the unspoken codes of ethics and honor despite what path one follows. I lectured enough for one day and facts speak for themselves…

May you all travel by Night under Their Wings. Em Hotep.

Class act.

Alif, Mr. Sushko, wisdom consists not in deflecting your faults for that's a perpetual sweeping underneath the rug that which you should correct, but that's what you do. Own your faults, lest your faults own you.

And if this lesson doesn't get through your head, it's a good lesson for others who'd derive value from it in their long term journey of being upright, honest and wise.

All the best to them. And to you, well... that hangs entirely on you.

I just wanted to say that the fierce women in this path are very inspiring people that I greatly look up to.
It is wonderful to have a community where these things are fearlessly called out, where truth is honored and upheld.