what we are,be conscious

Dear community of vampires,i've just a point to ask,this make me really confused.Sometime i believe,or better..i feel want blood but is evident that i not love much the blood if the victim is voluntary...anyway i dont feel need to drink so much,not necessary for survial..is more my unconscious that wants.
For years i dont drink and i'm ok but my soul seem research something like energy,i cant control it,i cant control myself,is like an instinct,i want but i dont know how,is all automatic in me...how can take the control of all this?and what is,i'm a vampire or what...i know is a point sincere and perhaps too much trivial but is my obsession,i cant understand sometime...i'm curios of read you and understand...what you think about..

(i hope is the topic correct,i'm new in the community )

thank u

ah i forgot that when i use my energy when my unconscious come out sometime i can read the thought,the mind,the opinion,trouble..every thought,i'm almost the eyes of the person near to me..i want to specify that i have not the symptoms of a medium or fainting..is like a vampire,something inside,want exit..

Hi, I love your avatar. I can relate to your situation very much. It is awkward wake up one day and be like, I am a vampire. As crazy as it sounds, if it seems to make much more sense than your life up to that point, you have to think that perhaps there is merit to these thoughts. There really is a mass awakening of some sort happening.

thank you for your answer,your answer in some way wake me and tuch my soul.
Exist a way for complete my awakening?i've read some book for amplify my energy but i've close the study because i had a little bit fear because i dont know how i can control my strong energy,something of strange happen when i read this things so i hope the time can answer soon...or waiting for a teacher.

Every (good) teacher/guru I've ever met has always told me one thing: that there is no such thing as a guru. Except maybe as you say...fate/time--the best teachers are rarely the ones who want to be, and only that can lead you to them.

Global communication I think is the reason for any mass awakening. Now, any person experiencing their changes can just look something up on Google, or turn on a vampire show on television, finding a relation. I believe, because of the massive amount of awakenings connected with this, that it is one of the reasons for the Asetian Bible's release. So many are straying to a "vampire community" of the flavor of a community of minorities looking for recognition by the world, that it's been dangerous for their development. With the Asetian Bible out, there is now a magnet to help awaken them safely and soundly into their family. And groups like this site here were created simply as a result of the influence of the Asetian Bible. It touched so many more than just Asetians and Vampires, that there is now a community of mature individuals bent on helping others advance themselves in a spirituality of knowledge and evolution.

I will just advise all so called vampires to check out The Temple of The Vampire and read the Vampire adept bible and revelations.....and if you get what is read...you might just figure out who you are...because us vampires...we feed for imortality to keep our astral from dying...we are the creators of all world religions, but its for you to read, theres alot of goood things to read and realize...just check it out.

BELIEVE NOTHING TEST EVERYTHING DISCRIMINATE WITH CARE.

Again the typical spam. No wonder people in every occult community are so surprised with the knowledge and maturity from the Asetianists all over the globe. This is a nice example of what makes Asetianists so superior. We don't spam forums with our beliefs, except some fake wannabes like EtuMalku/Ankhhape who already got banned in nearly every vampire and occult forum out there. If I was part of the ToV I would feel insulted by the poor representation you are giving of their path and organization. You come here preaching to a mature forum with spam and all that nonsense, in a completely dumb text with no content whatsoever. You people are more pathetic than some fanatic Christians I know... take that away from here, please.

i dont know if was for me the last post by the fake or christian people but i want only know the way for read more about with a good book,actually i read here and search to learn about more the religions for understand myself.....

No, Isph, my harsh post wasn't for you. It was directed towards angelo87 that came here just to spam the ToV stuff, like others before him. Nothing against you, you're welcome here.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same, be true to yourself and to what you are so others will see you and understand..... I am Kate

dear kate
Hi.. Im Divine 277.
I liked what you wrote

Divne 277

Divine 277 that pleases me, Our lives begin to end the day we become silent so let the world hear us, destiny awaits those who can be heard and understood.

our voices are strong, if the will wants it ....

Divine 277 that is ture, but people hear in different ways and it’s the responsibility of the speaker to communicate so that all can hear and understand, consider this, from a drop of water a logician could infer the possibility of an Ocean without having seen it. But when it comes to us we are thought of as mythical entities, a rational fiction for those who think critically, imagined by man in order to facilitate human coexistence.

Kate wrote:Divine 277 that is ture, but people hear in different ways and it’s the responsibility of the speaker to communicate so that all can hear and understand, consider this, from a drop of water a logician could infer the possibility of an Ocean without having seen it. But when it comes to us we are thought of as mythical entities, a rational fiction for those who think critically, imagined by man in order to facilitate human coexistence.

hi Kate
I belive there is knowledge out there and that the seeker that is meant to find it ,will find it.
But I strongly believe that not all knowledge will be good for everyone and I think that it mite cause more distress then release.

Sincerely Divine 277